pepagi lagi...

Di saat ini aku merasa terkilan. Bahkan, aku tertanya; adakah cintaku ini berharga buatmu? jika ya, mengapa aku x merasa sebegitu. kau seringkali cuba mengelakkan diri. mungkin saja aku bukan seorang yang layak menerima cinta. seringkali aku menangis sendiri. air mata ku ini tidak dapat kutahan lagi. di saat aku merasa perit, sering saja aku terpaksa hadapinya sendiri. aku letih. letih hadapi semua ini. letih untuk meraih simpatimu lagi. letih menagih janji darimu.

aishh..nak tukar mood lah pulak. hmmm. nape aku sakit dada je ni. adui da tua ke badan ni. kalu ajal aku da sampai, aku redha..huhu. semoga org disekeliling aku bahagia selalu.

resah sang hati..

wujud kah cinta muka buku?

persoalan itu, huhu berat juga.

buaya darat je kot yg byk kt FB.

haha mmg x disangka.

tapi ramai yg dah jadi mangsanye.

mungkinkah itu takdir yg telah menemukan mereka?

terpulang kepada individu yg terlibat ..

sejauh mana keihklasan mereka?
mungkin hanya di bibir, ade ke yg mmg dlm hati yg tulus.
sukar ditafsir, sukar dijangka.

di mana letaknya nilai kesetiaan?

sebuah pengorbanan yang dipersiakan

pabila niat suci nya digomol oleh sang bedebah

si durjana hanya mempermainkan suci sekeping hati

hati yang mengharap kasih tulus

namun..

mengerti lah wahai hati.

dunia ini tak mungkin seindah mimpi

dunia ini sukar dimengerti

dunia ini hanya duniawi

kenapa cinta itu perit?

aku penat bercinta. mungkin sebab aku x layak bercinta. haha cita-cita pun aku x ada. hidup ku tanpa arah tuju. macam jadi zombie je rasenyer. aku nak kejar bahagia, tapi x tau di mana nak ku dapatkannya. mungkinkah aku dah tinggalkan kebahagiaanku yg sebenarnya ada pada dia. aku x tahu, aku x pasti. sukarnya nak buat pilihan, buat keputusan. sebenarnya dalam hidup ni, aku x mahu sakitkan hati sesiapa. tapi aku dah lukakan hati dia, dalam masa yang sama hati aku pun terluka. kenapa sukar untukku melupakannya. x tau apa lagi yang perlu ku buat untuk menyembuhkan luka itu. doa. ya itu mungkin ubatnya.

Cinta, mungkin kau x percaya

cinta dan hati x mungkin berpisah,

walau kau dah benci dia,

walau kau dah x tahan ditipu,

walau kau x tahan dikecewa,

walau kau x sanggup lagi terluka,

masih ada cinta lain,

cintai keluarga,

cintai sahabat,

cintai alam,

cinta terHebat,

cintai Tuhan yg menciptamu,

selagi kau mempunyai hati

selagi kau bergelar insan

jangan kau halang hati daripada cinta

itu haknya

jgn kau tidakkannya

santapan hati adalah kasih

jangan kau biar hatimu lapar

bukalah hatimu

biar ada insan yang bisa menyemai benih cinta

namun cinta tidak boleh dipaksa

cinta juga boleh berubah

kau harus redha

tika cinta itu bukan untukmu

dont talk to me~

tq

biar berlalu~

Terima kasih

Kerana memberiku peluang merasa kasihmu

Walau hanya sekejap jua

Akan kupatri semua memori

Mungkin bagi kau kisah itu tiada erti

Namun bagiku kenangan bersamamu

Itulah segala-galanya

Wahai hati

Marilah kita pergi

Usah ditangis pada yang x sudi

Kasih ini tiada yang peduli lagi

Hanya perit bergelumang duka

Air mata turunlah kau

Setelah bergenang dikelopak ini

Kau basahi pipiku untuk memadam memori lalu

Aku tega

Aku redha

what is L0vE?

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:



"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's Love. Rebecca - age 8

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen." Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate." Nikka - age 6

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
everyday." Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore." Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old
clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you" Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross." Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget," Jessica - age 8

so what does love means to you?

For me right now, I think love is when I want the one I care to be happy. It doesn't matter if I need to sacrifice for his/ her happiness.

and one more thing that I understand about love is "If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's yours. If it does not come back, it was never meant to be. " but it just really hard to accept it, when the One you love. Never loves you.